well my life is pretty great, aside from the fact that guys suck, will always suck, and will never change. but oh well, a hook up is just a hook up right? anyways, i am going to get my tattoo tomorrow right after my SED101 final. I am so excited, and kinda scared! The scared part is me not telling my mom or anyone in my family, and I’ll just let them find out on their own somehow. Oh well. I can’t wait to go out on CINCO DE MAYO with all my lovely Zetas! It’s going to be so sad leaving them :( But I seriously can’t wait to work and start making my own money again and have a car to drive wherever I please! This summer is going to be a good one, I can already tell. Since I got rid of my douche of an ex-boyfriend I get all my friends back, and can basically do whatever I want. I am kind of torn about going home though, half of me wishes I could just stay at ISU forever, the other half wants to go home. Things are just so fun here, I can have boys sleepover whenever I want or sleep wherever, drink whenever, come home whenever, and so much more. There are also a lot more options of guys here than back at home. But whatever, I just can’t wait to get back here in the Fall and live in the bunny mansion with my Zeta babies! :) yayayay!
but im so happy :) i went to u of i this weekend, not to visit my ex, but one of my guy friends! it was probably one of the best times i’ve ever had there! i have formal this weekend & finally worked up the courage to ask the guy i wanted to go with & he said yes & then asked me to his as well :) im kinda crushiin’ hard on him haha. my life has literally been better than ever. everything is wonderful! minus the fact that my ex-boyfriend texted me today basically saying how he doesn’t want drama & gets that we are over & thinks im a great girl & will be successful in anything i chose to do & wishes me the best. I didn’t feel the need to respond, because quite frankly he doesn’t deserve my response not one bit. I found some more lovely info about him this weekend and I’m so glad I got out of our relationship and finally realized what a scumbag he truly is. It’s sad to know that I was in denial about him cheating on me since the beginning of the year and how much shit he gave me and how many times i got accused of cheating when i never did. He was obviously just saying that because he was. My life is way better without him and I mean it’s college & I’m only a freshmen. I have the rest of my life ahead of me, right now I should be having the time of my life and enjoying myself not be commited. Overall life is great :)
